self harmthey do it to be noticed well i went thought the whole thing and no one ever knew the day that killed me was when my car mirror was hit by a passing car and glass mirror was all over the street and they knocked on the door and said  i should clean it all upbecause it would damage thier cars i found my self in the street picking up every bit of broken glassand putting it in a bucket for them thinking about that upsetts me still i was so brave that day and no one knew  ,its shocking that i have stopped for years but i still get affected so muchits not something to start lightly a few times i ran in to people with the problemand that affected me a lot they didnt know about me but the way they were i knew one girl had burns all over her arms she was a beutifull girlbut her drunken father would hit her so muchshe couldnt get away i thought she is screaming though her arms