alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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off to bed in a momentbit by bit im trying to get myself on to a better routinei still drank more than i should.i also had half a take away mealin the mornings i thinkmust cut drinking right down and...
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i feel quiet todaybut not such a bad quietjust quieti few things happened over the last few days but i wont type it out.i cant be bothered.had a bit of a nightmare last nightthink it was something...
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today i spent repairing electronicson a smashed drum unitit was totally screwed took 6 hours of patching link cableson the cuircitboard but i got it running againits for a local shop that found out...
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mind over emotions---today im snapping at moment from the pastsituations i was made to feel akward by people i dint likebut the thoughts are digging at meand i tell them to fuck offthe thing i should...
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got a message from the usa girl with the millionare boyfriendsaying i have to make things happen but he paid her plane tickets first classpayed for her house rentpaid for hotels at $550 a nightput...
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got a message from the usa girl with the millionare boyfriendsaying i have to make things happen but he paid her plane tickets first classpayed for her house rentpaid for hotels at $550 a nightput...
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living without an ancorei feel troubled ,,upsetlast night i dreat a few thingsmy turkish ex was back and i opened up my emotions to what they werebut she was not a permanet thingit was a dream of...
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i feel like the guy who turns up on a date witha flowerand the other guy turned up with roses and a horse drawncrystal craige like a disany film
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ex usa date who ran off with the pop stargot put on band pay roll and will be worth $400.000by next yearplus her boyfriend is worth millions of $my other ex ran off and be came a TV starin the middle...
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i used to type a lotand now im very basicnow to an outsider i seem like a moronbut really i dont caream i lot better or a lot worseor just past caringi think its the last one
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i feel alone.i was going to say in way ive never feltbut i haveit was when i split with the ex i lived withand we were still in the same houseim in a situation where i am wanted butcant give myself...
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church girl admited she wanted to spend new year with mei at the time thought the same thingbut thought best if i didntthat relationship wont work
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strugglingmy poblems are becoming so directly personali cant talk about itbut life is colapsing bit by bitsome fears of death because of the shock of it rushing upand taking away the last of my...
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ILL WITH A COLDdont understand relationshipsor what i want from life
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found a videomy ex posted on a siteits a vid of all her promotional TV shotssome are more sexy than i thought she would dothey are pro shots like a mag covershe looks really goodthe music to the vid...
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