alantm

alantm

Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost

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    ok the fall of that has opened up another dooran older woman i know likes meshe has seperated from her husbandgetting devorcedshe likes me a lotbut im not sure how muchshe seems to be no strings...
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    usa date situationis totally screwed.i am not the person for thatits way beyond what i can deal withand im way to quiet and needy to cope with it allat least i didnt buy the ticketshe is all talk off...
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    what the hell can i write heretoday i hit pay on the flightand the sytem spat it outis that fate ?things sure do feel wrongshe does not seem to react at the right timeall i hear is her celebrity...
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    really day till night my daysare really a waste of lifei wake and just wait for night againim drininking moreand i dont really carei have so little control of life that ive given upthese truly are...
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    im not winning...
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    it died.i did get blamedbut blamed for the impossibleeven i know thatso reallyi just have some sorrow.some lonleynessand a few more issues to cope withi did come unstuckand shre did think i had metal...
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    badly hurti was warnedbut its my faultim a fuckedi am a broken person what the hell did i expect 
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    massive ups and downsbut optomistic about something totally crazyi think i will be in the usa for 2 weeks in november 
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    GOD I AM SUFFERINGI TRULLY AM
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    worn out lack of real sleap has weakend mei am ill :(a lot has gone on this weekthat would cause anyone a lot lot of confusionheading for a falli wont say anymore than that....glueon standby
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    against all this freaked out situationa woman on a date page replyed to my emailnot an ideal date but she did replyim i in a state that can even do this !?
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    after having a girl throw her self at mei feel like packing in.i am so frozen in my ways
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    Samaritans reply ...they always push for suicidei dont get that Iam so sorry that you feel so very low and that you feel you are getting worse. When you say the world is so dead and so are you, can...
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    really need RB back 
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    wish someone were here in my thoughtsoutside of me is too far away
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