alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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test page i in a way feel i have to say sorry for listing this because i feel its a bit odd for someone to see but here it its anyway iiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
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took 3 days off emailworki still made a few things but.i have closed own on contact for a few days i feel i have the right tobut have some small guilit about it i really need to stop moving...
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basic post again worn out after gigtonight altered my pedal set upand played 95% of the first set with one legand 100% of the second set with one leg...this is a total shock that for now has opened a...
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quick postworn outalmost quit work in musicthings getting me down and i feel to unstable to be with people- a freinds daughter seems to like me but she is very young26?-- lastgot a van door slammed...
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spelling is taking a nose dive againeven readingtoday in a shop i read a card ...like a birthday cardbut for a new jobi read it on thought what an odd cardwhen i looked agin i worked it outfirst time...
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detachment bit depressed at having to go to sleapthe things im dreaming are not niceand i dont wantto go into that world againi do wake upset or even scraed sometimessleap is not a nice place for...
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ok last postim back to needing to sleap to get me away from being awakethats not good :(
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feeling alonenite :(
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i wasa cutter but i have very few signs of it.i dont have scares that anyone would noticei wasnt a deep cutter.im thinking off this because church girl exwas quite a messlots of linesi though of how...
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if i just have to live this life and diewhy am i stuck with this dark personawhy am i not happy and up beatwhy am i living tinted like thisits hurting mebasicaly why
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still very alone work is hardand im not even dreaming nice thingsi need something.today while thinking this and how my life isi thought maybe i need to beleive in god.i have nothing in my life at...
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today almost screwed up to the point of getting myself killednot goodim very worn down and im not thinking right.im very scrambled so almost had a big accidenttoday i got a flat tyerso i had a...
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ok todayworn outworked to much over about 8 .9 daystrying to get a gap for my self to recovertoday i fet draindedworking lots but i could not understand the feeling i was gettingi can work and...
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so what can i type todaythe quiz night has me worrying about digging up the pastwith the exis it just a chance for them to tell me about her ..i know im not a church typeand they tend to try and help...
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i saw a girl on the date site that i think is really prettyand is not as shallow as the normmal ones i took a chance and sent her an emailshe is very nice i dont think she will give me a 2nd lookbut...
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