alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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i maybe not a nice person to know in this mood..ive had my face pushed in the dirt by an almost exwhat can you do when she runs off with a guy thatcan pay of £12000 per month on rent for a...
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work wise i think im doing oki do have moneyand i can livealso i could aford a house if i wishso im sort of safe.--had a date again tonightso i have someone to be withbut time to time---i dont feel...
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dont care what poeople think i am anymoresick of the lables
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had a bad daystatred last nightgot more emails form the usa girlshe was telling about her guyand to much infoeven saying shes comeing back her this month to get laid..not a good thing to throw at...
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feel quite hurteven to tearsfeel ive been chaced in to my roomback in the boxi hate the outside world.i always fail in itthis is why i never ask for help
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ok for nowmaybe this is the most accepting of my self that i have been for yearsi do still feel rejection that im not loved even though im quite a nice personso that meens my outside self is hatedi...
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?? a lot of this rings...
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odd reaction to yesterdays problemsi wrote a long essay on the speed of light ..... felt compelled to do this took till 4.30amThe Michelson-Morley Experiment is conceptually flawed,and failed to find...
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feeling emotional very confused todaylast night i got an email from the usa girl..my ex???talking about her trip to the ukher dates shes just had ??saying she was confused and still pissed off with...
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feel guiltywent on a date of sorts last nightthings seem to have went wellbut i feel guiltyam i reacting the right way ?things got physical in a sexy waywhich i think she wantedseems to be all she...
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feeling alone againi have what was ment to be my new sort of datebut that feels very empty because she makes no time at all to see meand im an ad on to her lifesick of thati would like to be lovedbut...
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have had a nose dive weekendstarted with a huge emotional shut downhuge anxiety at work felt i was going to pass outgot very argumentitive .today not so bad because ive been alone .---just been...
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went to the cinema film was ok but not great....ok though.strange feeling about all this now its all a bit furstrated housewife like tomorrow night is the last of the spare time for about 2 weeksso...
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okthis is personal pageso here comes the personal stuffmy usa girl ...i have blocked all comunication withshe ran off with a pop star she is even in the UK as i typethis ....she is VERY shallowbut...
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so odd having an outsidewith all these thoughts running around in sidea box
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