alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
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I worked very hard todayto hard reallyi was working this hard every day a few weeks agomakes me thinkim working way to hard for a living beside othersand work stops i have no personal lifeits dead.i...
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noi wish i could see this whithout thinking ON
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i lost my postho noit was ment to be a new positve oneand i lost it allno
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ive had a few upsetting timesfelt like cryingalso ive had people say i have no confidencei said i know.i cant help thatits a 2 way thingnice things have to happen first also had people saying im...
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very hard nighti layed inwished i could just stay therethought about sending an e mail to the samaritens last nightbut its days for an answer and its so robotic that i cant face thatdid another show...
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had a bad time at workvery depressed with every thingcant even type it im not happy living
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isolatedvery isolateddreaming a few situations that pointthis out moredreamt last night about a girl i was forcedto sit with as a kid of 7she stayed in the shcools with me till i left at 16i didnt...
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feeling alone is here stilleven dreaming itbig questions about lifeand how its past the bestand i blew it
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these days are very hardeven sleapingim waiting for a person to return who does not exist
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i cant type anywhere else that.i am aloneso aloneno one is holding meor looking at me with careno none is loving mei feel so empty.if i were a child they would say this isolation is abusebutim...
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still badi feel alone
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doing really badly the last 24 hoursfeeling life has diedi feel like a candel that has just burt to a dull glow.i have no vision of how i can live
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odd daybut at the end of iti was at a rehersal for a friends band.i wasnt the drummer but the guy knew of mehe saw me 4 years ago and was blown awayi felt a bit worried thinkingyou dont know how...
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feeling awfully alone
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when you are trying to bestable but all around you you see insanityhow the hell are you suposed to make this worki see the world as a massive fucked up place.like living in a mad house
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