looked back in on the SI groupand nothing has changed  one girl has made some progressbut i feel sorry for her to post in that swamp of ego & fetish fetish because the way they go on they dont need help they get a kick out of it its a turn on their little eyes lite up at it  i cant find a place to talk aboutthe things im going though so i will have to post here if anyone can understand it .i would be greatfulim not out to die .so dont be afraid of me ,i know it scares people .99% of the time oand for 6 years i havent how safe do you need  i just have things i fight a bitbut its a lot to do with just feeling hurt         

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deleted_user

I think it\'s everything to do with feeling hurt.

if anyone judges you, tell them SI is a way to end pain.
not create it.

people who don\'t understand are lucky.
they don\'t feel overwhelming pain.

i can relate though. I attempted suicide at 11 and was considered crazy.
weird thing is, the kids in the hospital were saner than anyone I\'d met!
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deleted_user

weird thing is, the kids in the hospital were saner than anyone I\'d met!

:)