im drunk but at least i dont feel like" that" now i just feel numb last night i did feel like i was going to cut myself a bit just to try and get out of all this stress and i hate to say that makes me pathetic like that si page i dont know if its some kind of phycological thing where i think ill be bettersome kind of fausle cure that i will beilve works or maybe that its a shock to reach out side myself and not get so lost or even its a neiw view of myslefhating myself for a reason i can control this week has been very very hard for me im not screaming on my page . im not saying i will do terrable things to my self and crying out for help but this week has been very very hard for me in a silent way and that is very hard evey thing i feel comes out of me in key clicksand that is the silence of my emotions maybe im hoping that if i type the right word i will be ok im not drunk enough .im still upset
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It does not make you pathetic.
Not at all.
It means you are in pain. It\'s that simple
i think you are writing to try and get rid of the pain.
that is self care.
that is healthy.
writing is a healthy outlet for emotions.
i think SI CAN be a healthy outlet, just probably not in our society.
write some more songs. the best ones are full of emotion.