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- I've been told that it's common for sexual abuse survivors to look at porn. Thats what i've told, but is it true? I was raped when i was 6 years old, by an 17 year old guy. I dont know if that has anything to do with the fact that i cant stop...
- I have always had a very difficult time saying anything sexual in nature. I mean whenever a topic like that is brought up wether too me or around me, my mind freezes and words just cant seem to escape my throat. Its not that i'm shy, because i'm...
- ***********************URGENT*********************Please everyone out there, rememberhis1 needs our help in a big way today. I can't go into any spacifics since i believe in someones right to privicy, but she really could us all of the hugs we can...
- ********************Possible trigger**********************This is a prose about what happened to me.I'm not good at writing poetry so i thought i'd try writing prose. This is something that i wrote about 6 months ago.Nothing HappenedBright summer...
- Today was a horrible day. Nothing major happened no big event yet I feel like Ive just been tossed into the Pit of Despair. I honestly no longer see the need to live anymore. I cant seem to get anything right. I know that I am supposed to talk when...
- I was recently admitted into a mental hospital when my plans for suicide were discovered. While in there, the word "dissociation" was used a lot to discribe me. I started to think about it, and relized that it was very true. I internalize...
- Some of you here may remember me. I last posted something last November. Well, I had decided to quit therapy and go it alone, and alone I went. I withdrew into myself more and more each day. I became very depressed, and of course this made it...
- I made a post about a week ago entitled "cant seem to tell my friend". This post is a follow up on that one.I had been trying to work up the nerve to tell my friend about my SA. Today i did it. I told my friend, another man, about what happened to...
- I thought i was starting to get on the right track, like i was doing positive things to heal and bring happiniess and strength back into my life. Something went wrong though. I figured that the next step for me was to talk to my good friend of 10...
- I have'nt posted here for a few weeks. ive been innondated by several other of lifes stresses. I had stuffed my emotions back in my back pocket, to take care of them, but today they forced their way back out.The depression is worse now. i cant get...
- I am a parent as i know a lot of you are. I just wanted to know what some warning signs were that your child is or has been sexually abused. I am pretty sure that my son has not been, but then i put on a very convencing act growing up. No one knew....
- Last night my wife and i were laying in bed talking. We were talking about a bunch of silly stuff really. making jokes and such. My wife is type of person who just blurts out things that come to mind. and she started saying some things that were...
- I have seen a lot of people post poems here. I thought that writing one myself might be a good way to work through some issues. I do like to write, but i have never written poetry. This is a ruff draft.Nothing HappenedBright summer mornings hold...
- I just got off of the phone with my mother. We were talking about what had happend to me and how my therapy was going. the phone call went well, but now i can't stop crying. I't's like all coming out again. just welling up. I just dont know what to...
- My therapist sugested that i think of some good memories of my early child hood. She said that it was importat to balance the bad with the good. I thought maybe it would be good to try that here. Just think back and find a happy memory that makes...