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- I know that i dont post very often here. Perhaps i should, I dont know. I just know that i see here a bunch of people trying very hard to make since of something tragic. I for one have not been very successful in that quest. In point of fact I have...
- I know this is a little of topic, but I'm just really really having a hard time right now. I live just outside of new Orleans and we still have no power. Today makes 6 days. Therapy was cancelled last week. It will prabably be canceled this week as...
- The deeper I get into unraveling my own tangle of learned behaviors due to the trauma, the more I am seeing how behaviors are a direct result of motivations. Now I know that this seems fairly obvious, but it is also worth pointing out. Especially...
- For most of my childhood I grew up on a farm. I used to love to go out into the woods and just explore. One day I was following a rabbit trail and it led into a very large briar patch. For whatever reason i decided to go home put on a long sleeve...
- Trauma is different for every one. Different situation, different reactions, different ages. For me it was sexual abuse at age 6 and I told no one. The part "I told no one" was a big point for my therapist the first day I started working with her....
- I hope nobody minds this. If you do just let me know and i will not post about a journal entry again.I am working through the workbook, The PTSD Workbook, and one of the exercises is to write about your trauma for 20min a day for 4 days. The book...
- I hope nobody minds this. If you do just let me know and i will not post about a journal entry again.I am working through the workbook, The PTSD Workbook, and one of the exercises is to write about your trauma for 20min a day for 4 days. The book...
- I just want to get some other opinions out there. I am having a very hard time letting go of self blame for being raped. I understand that this is common, but my wife asked me a question that now has me questioning everything.Fist, the basic...
- When I was sexually abused I was 6 years old. It happened just outside of a large pig pen. I knew him. I thought he was a friend. He and i went out "exploring" the woods together one day. I use quotes because I had just moved there, and he had lived...
- We were in the process of moving to a house out in the country. It was the last house of three on a small, dead end, gravel road. The property actually belonged to my Grandmother on my Mom's side. She was going to give it to my parents if my Father...
- According to my wife I have nightmares almost every night. Thankfully I do not remember most of them at all. The few that I do remember usually are not directly related to my abuse. They are more about the feelings of what happened in totally...
- first of all I must say that I have not been on this sight for a while. I have a problem with disconnecting so for about a year and a half, I have done nothing towards recovery. What changed is that I was offered a new job. One that I will have a...
- so without going into a great amount of detail, I was sexually assaulted and tortured when i was 6 years old, by a neighbor. I told no one. I kept that secret for around 34 years. When i actually told my wife what had happened, the memories and...
- I was researching ways for me to volunteer my time, to help prevent child sexual abuse when i found this page.http://childmolestationprevention.org/pages/donate.html#searchingIt has a link to a web site called goodsearch.com. If you follow the...
- Ok, now in order for this to make since please read my very first journal entry.http://www.dailystrength.org/people/266696/journal/1101640I hope this link works, if not let me know and i'll just post the whole entry here.Now understand that most of...