lina2008
Status: Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.
Mood:
Horrible
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Got an appointment next week with the ivf specialist... I'm hoping all will go well and we are able to go ahead. I'm afraid and exited and trying to stay positive, however it can be so hard...
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I'm starting to cope better. I am even able to have a conversation with my pregnant student and talk about baby things tough I still always walk away feeling just a little empty. Never the less, I...
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well I started on the natural fertility therapy. While I got a lot more energy the biggest problem that having at the moment is that for some reason I seem to be putting on weight really quickly....
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DH and I have been talking about it a lot... He really wants to go for it, I am not so sure. I am afraid that once again we will come out empty handed or at worse we will have history repeat itself...
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One of the other DS memebers spoke about this poem. it is so true..."A Pair of Shoes"author unknownI am wearing a pair of shoes.They are ugly shoes.Uncomfortable shoes.I hate my shoes.Each day I wear...
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I still feel like the days just drag on... there are times that it seems unbearableI feel that my life is filled with so many meaningless things and the things that really matter are further away...
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I had an o.k day, I guess I must still have been in shock, because this afternoon I feel like I just want to curl into a little ball and just cry. I was cooking in the kitchen and suddenly I...
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My embie didn't make it during the thawing process. So its all over for us.I am sad but feel a little closure amidst it all. So now DH and I after lots of crying and hugging are looking at what to...
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I found a white dove a few days ago at the university, she was looking all lost sitting on top of a car so I decided to bring her home. I put her in my aviary, but my finches where so scared of her...
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Well tomorrow is the day... I have decided to name this embie lucky, because it is our lucky last and they say third time lucky lol! I am hoping this will work, but at the same time I have managed...
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Tomorrow I get the final results. I already know what they are, but I am still getting a little upset... its been so tough going through all this to be left empty handed.I just wish the end was...
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Didn't even bother testing, I know the answer....The last two days have been horrible, I cried so so so much. So today I decided to take care of me, I looked at how I have changed over the last 3...
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BFN... I really sound like a broken record.the thing that makes it worse its that I have really sore boobs and af like pain... classic pregnancy discomfort, yet I know that I am not pregnant. So the...
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BFN... It starting to feel all to real, so sad... I feel like I just want to crawl into a ditch and lay there.This I think is my last attempt. We have one more embie, but its not as good quality as...
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BFN... I know its early but I am already getting discouraged. Have very slight AF like cramps and my boobs are just a little tender, but.... I guess I should try and relax, I tested with squishy at...
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