lina2008
Status: Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.
Mood:
Horrible
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It pours... my BIL and SIL are separating... very sad as they are both wonderful people. I hope they both get some peace at the end of what I am sure looks like a very dark tunnel
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I've had a shocking day, first I woke up with the flu which had gotten worse over night, then dad's completely incredible diagnosis, then one of the lecturers (who happens to be my boss to boot)at...
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today we went back to the IVF clinic... it was terrible, the being back there was bad enough, but the the nurse made me recount what had happened with my miscarriage which was horrible. I really...
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Today all I want to say is I miss you my baby.... I love you so much it hurts
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Today I had a friend come over for a visit who I hadn't seen in the longest of times.She has experienced several miscarriages, the birth of her premature baby who didn't make it and...
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This morning I went to the gym, first time since I started IVF and then pregnancy... I got up and went really early so I could avoid the morning rush of mum's with their little ones... I get there...
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I am so tired today, I did end up going to Uni and doing some work... it was funny, because even though I'm in the pit of despair, I have been given a small helping hand by the Universe... I spoke...
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I'm so tired... today was really tough. I feel so drained...I had my first counselling session... it was o.k but not great. It left me feeling really tired. I have another in a fortnight, not sure...
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How strange it is.... the last two days has been a little easier (if easier is the word) I have been able to get back to some functionality. the problem is that I feel so guilty that this is...
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I've been sick all day, stomach cramps and running to the toilet... not nice... the funny thing is how your head immediate goes, ohhh could this be a pregnancy sign... ha ha ha, it probably has...
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Well we have done all we can for this cycle, now the dreaded 2WW starts…. I am really really hoping this will be it. If not it will mean IVF and who know when we will be able to afford that. God...
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Well I had the doctors appointment last week and it seems to be getting worse with each visit. DH's test came back and the doctor thinks that he may have some antibodies which are making the sperm...
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Well my 2WW is over, BFN as expected.... I have my doctor’s appointment on the 5th of August and I must say I am about to do my head in! This is worse than any 2WW anxiety. I get all my test...
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