lina2008
Status: Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.
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Horrible
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Today I had my ultrasound. It was so hard to go back to the same place where they told me I had lost my darling angel. Thankfully I got a different specialist and was in a different room.The only...
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Last night after everything that happened I went to absolute pieces... I just cried and cried and cried. It felt like my whole heart just burst from all the pain, it really felt like I was being...
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ME! yep, I deserved an award for my 'acting' today.... Having to face DH's cousins Partner l and congratulate him on their news took all my acting ability. I found out she is 20wks, meaning that...
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I just found out DH's cousin in pregnant. she has been for several moths but no one wanted to tell me... they all lied to my face and pretended that nothing was going on. tonight DH decided to tell...
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I'm feeling crap tonight, the tablets have been making me a sick which I kind of expected, but what I didn't expect and itsreally getting me down is that it’s the same sickness I had when...
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Well, I started the BCPs three days ago. Thankfully they haven't made me feel horrible so I guess that’s a positive. The other day they also gave me the date of when they think they will...
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Today the day started horribly. Got AF in full force and had to look after my nephews for the morning which was hard as all I could think of was how come my baby is not here... Then I had to go and...
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Well, Af is still on the sideline, though the pain has started which means that by tomorrow it will be here in full force.So I went to the chemist to pick up the tablets ... I almost broke down when...
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AF just reared her ugly face! I knew she was coming but I guess somewhere deep down I was hoping that a miracle would happen and I would still get my BFP. I must say I am not as distraught as I...
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I have had so many problems with my sister, she is really truly nuts!To make it worse, getting a BFN this month really sent me into a massive tail spin, to the point that I smashed a cup in sheer...
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I did another HPT this morning ... negative, I told DH and he looked at me so sad and said, do another one, maybe that one is wrong.... it broke my heart. I said well, this one is clearly a negative,...
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Well I just had to go do it to myself... I did a HPT today, it was one of those cheepies from the net, so when I realised that the stick I was using was not really taking up the pee as fast as it...
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I could scream! my sisters owe me money, not a lot but enough to make a difference to my weekly budget and they are both refusing to payme!My eldest sister used my phone for an internatinal call, and...
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Yesterday I forgot to light my babies candle, how could I!I know stuff like that can happen, but after only 2 months?Sometimes I feel like I am loosing my brain
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WTF? I must have been really horrible in my past life! I got an email from my thesis supervisor the other day... he is retiring.... IN 6 WEEKS! this is the guy that I have relied on for the last 4...
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