lina2008
Status: Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.
Mood:
Horrible
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I did another HPT this morning ... negative, I told DH and he looked at me so sad and said, do another one, maybe that one is wrong.... it broke my heart. I said well, this one is clearly a negative,...
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Well I just had to go do it to myself... I did a HPT today, it was one of those cheepies from the net, so when I realised that the stick I was using was not really taking up the pee as fast as it...
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I could scream! my sisters owe me money, not a lot but enough to make a difference to my weekly budget and they are both refusing to payme!My eldest sister used my phone for an internatinal call, and...
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Yesterday I forgot to light my babies candle, how could I!I know stuff like that can happen, but after only 2 months?Sometimes I feel like I am loosing my brain
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WTF? I must have been really horrible in my past life! I got an email from my thesis supervisor the other day... he is retiring.... IN 6 WEEKS! this is the guy that I have relied on for the last 4...
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I was just watching Ice age 3 with my nephew... it the one where the mammoth is pregnant and gives birth. As the mamoth has her baby and pases it onto the dad I got a bit sad, but I almost whent to...
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We have been splurging a bit... the mid year sales are on and we have spent a fair bit of money on tid bits for the house which, while its nice, its probably not the smartest thing to be doing right...
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Please, please, please let this happen! I am now officially in the 2WW and I am hoping against hope.... I am so nervous I really want this to happen. I know that the chances are slim but you just...
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I been feeling so tired of late, its been extremely emotional for me the last couple of days... today its the 2 month anniversary since I found out my angel had left and tomorrow the 2 month...
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Last night I got thinking how it wold have been my 20th week... we would have found out if she was a little girl like I think she was... we would have got to see her again growing stronger, I would...
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why is it that I always think so much of my baby... every day she is never far from my thoughts, what she would have looked like, how different life would be right now if she was with us, how I still...
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the card has been stopped, my money will be refunded and I have to go to the police station to give a statement. I feel better for it and it really has helped to reduce the stress levels. I have...
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Last night, more nightmares... I was wiped in the morning so sad that I cried all morning... now I feel beyond exhausted. please, please, please let me have a dreamless night...
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I am utterly exhausted... just need to go to bed and hopefully have a good night sleep. Of late I wake up almost every night with nightmares, I hope tonight they stay away... its such torture to feel...
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when I woke up this morning, it was so odd... I remember being upset, wanting my baby back so badly and as I said where is my child, this little girl turned around and looked at me and...
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