lina2008
Status: Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.
Mood:
Horrible
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another tiring day... just want to go to bed and hopefully sleep well.Last night I could only do it with a sleeping pill, tonight I am hoping it will happen naturally... I am so tired, so tired in...
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I really don't know what to say today, just feeling confused, scared and alone... I just want this resolved so I can feel that the world has stopped turning on its axis...
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It pours... my BIL and SIL are separating... very sad as they are both wonderful people. I hope they both get some peace at the end of what I am sure looks like a very dark tunnel
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I've had a shocking day, first I woke up with the flu which had gotten worse over night, then dad's completely incredible diagnosis, then one of the lecturers (who happens to be my boss to boot)at...
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today we went back to the IVF clinic... it was terrible, the being back there was bad enough, but the the nurse made me recount what had happened with my miscarriage which was horrible. I really...
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Today all I want to say is I miss you my baby.... I love you so much it hurts
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Today I had a friend come over for a visit who I hadn't seen in the longest of times.She has experienced several miscarriages, the birth of her premature baby who didn't make it and...
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This morning I went to the gym, first time since I started IVF and then pregnancy... I got up and went really early so I could avoid the morning rush of mum's with their little ones... I get there...
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I am so tired today, I did end up going to Uni and doing some work... it was funny, because even though I'm in the pit of despair, I have been given a small helping hand by the Universe... I spoke...
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I'm so tired... today was really tough. I feel so drained...I had my first counselling session... it was o.k but not great. It left me feeling really tired. I have another in a fortnight, not sure...
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How strange it is.... the last two days has been a little easier (if easier is the word) I have been able to get back to some functionality. the problem is that I feel so guilty that this is...
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I've been sick all day, stomach cramps and running to the toilet... not nice... the funny thing is how your head immediate goes, ohhh could this be a pregnancy sign... ha ha ha, it probably has...
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Got an appointment next week with the ivf specialist... I'm hoping all will go well and we are able to go ahead. I'm afraid and exited and trying to stay positive, however it can be so hard...
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I'm starting to cope better. I am even able to have a conversation with my pregnant student and talk about baby things tough I still always walk away feeling just a little empty. Never the less, I...
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well I started on the natural fertility therapy. While I got a lot more energy the biggest problem that having at the moment is that for some reason I seem to be putting on weight really quickly....
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