lina2008
Status: Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.
Mood:
Horrible
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I was just watching Ice age 3 with my nephew... it the one where the mammoth is pregnant and gives birth. As the mamoth has her baby and pases it onto the dad I got a bit sad, but I almost whent to...
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We have been splurging a bit... the mid year sales are on and we have spent a fair bit of money on tid bits for the house which, while its nice, its probably not the smartest thing to be doing right...
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Please, please, please let this happen! I am now officially in the 2WW and I am hoping against hope.... I am so nervous I really want this to happen. I know that the chances are slim but you just...
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I been feeling so tired of late, its been extremely emotional for me the last couple of days... today its the 2 month anniversary since I found out my angel had left and tomorrow the 2 month...
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Last night I got thinking how it wold have been my 20th week... we would have found out if she was a little girl like I think she was... we would have got to see her again growing stronger, I would...
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why is it that I always think so much of my baby... every day she is never far from my thoughts, what she would have looked like, how different life would be right now if she was with us, how I still...
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the card has been stopped, my money will be refunded and I have to go to the police station to give a statement. I feel better for it and it really has helped to reduce the stress levels. I have...
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Last night, more nightmares... I was wiped in the morning so sad that I cried all morning... now I feel beyond exhausted. please, please, please let me have a dreamless night...
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I am utterly exhausted... just need to go to bed and hopefully have a good night sleep. Of late I wake up almost every night with nightmares, I hope tonight they stay away... its such torture to feel...
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when I woke up this morning, it was so odd... I remember being upset, wanting my baby back so badly and as I said where is my child, this little girl turned around and looked at me and...
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another tiring day... just want to go to bed and hopefully sleep well.Last night I could only do it with a sleeping pill, tonight I am hoping it will happen naturally... I am so tired, so tired in...
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I really don't know what to say today, just feeling confused, scared and alone... I just want this resolved so I can feel that the world has stopped turning on its axis...
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It pours... my BIL and SIL are separating... very sad as they are both wonderful people. I hope they both get some peace at the end of what I am sure looks like a very dark tunnel
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I've had a shocking day, first I woke up with the flu which had gotten worse over night, then dad's completely incredible diagnosis, then one of the lecturers (who happens to be my boss to boot)at...
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today we went back to the IVF clinic... it was terrible, the being back there was bad enough, but the the nurse made me recount what had happened with my miscarriage which was horrible. I really...
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