12 DPO
Didn't even bother testing, I know the answer....
The last two days have been horrible, I cried so so so much. So today I decided to take care of me, I looked at how I have changed over the last 3 almost 4 years and decided to get rid of those things which I have begun to hate. The first is to loose some weight (I'm about 15kg over weight) and booked in with a dietician. the second is my depression so I am also going to try and find a good counsellor to help me trough the emotional stuff.
I have a holiday booked with DH in late September which I want to be able to look forward to and then I will see about planning something for us over Christmas
so here I go, I will try as hard as I can to be a little happier and kinder to myself. hopefully I can heal, though I am sure I will always have this scar to wear.
The last two days have been horrible, I cried so so so much. So today I decided to take care of me, I looked at how I have changed over the last 3 almost 4 years and decided to get rid of those things which I have begun to hate. The first is to loose some weight (I'm about 15kg over weight) and booked in with a dietician. the second is my depression so I am also going to try and find a good counsellor to help me trough the emotional stuff.
I have a holiday booked with DH in late September which I want to be able to look forward to and then I will see about planning something for us over Christmas
so here I go, I will try as hard as I can to be a little happier and kinder to myself. hopefully I can heal, though I am sure I will always have this scar to wear.
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I am glad you are going to focus on YOU! You deserve it and I truly hope you find a sense of peace. You may wear that scar but choose to wear it well.....turn it into a way to better yourself and become a stronger individual.
Thinking of and praying for you :)
Hi Lina, I am actually feeling like you are in terms of starting to look after me and my well being. I am trying to eat healthier, get out and get some fresh air and doing hobbies that I enjoy and finally making time for them. It sounds silly but I use to love to colour so I bought a colouring book and crayons and I find it relaxing. Take care of yourself because you, like all of us here deserve it. Just know that you are doing everything that you can, everything in your power. That is difficult for me but I know that right now I am doing everything that I can. I just need to continue working on reducing my stress and anxiety.
Cheers