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lina2008
Mood:  Bad

Feeling low

I still feel like the days just drag on... there are times that it seems unbearable
I feel that my life is filled with so many meaningless things and the things that really matter are further away than I could ever imagine.
I would trade it all in the blink of an eye, the house, the degrees the trips... all just for my child
 
I just feel pointless, my life feels pointless... and I'm at a loss as to how I can bring back the joy again
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baby2011
baby2011

Am sorry to hear that. I totally understand what u had been through and it is not easy at all. But try ur best to move on and open a new page to start a new life. It is hard to continue ur life that way. U have to live and enjoy ur life. I will be praying for u and hope u will get BFP soon. Always remember miracles do happen and never give up. Good luck and baby dust to u.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I know how you fill. I fill these way a lot of times. Did you though more about embryo adoption?
deleted_user
deleted_user

I feel very similar. May I say I think it is allright for you to feel sad, to feel the depth of your loss for as long as you need. You will be able to feel joy again, I am sure of it. All in God\'s timing. There is a time for everything under the sun, a time for joy, a time for sorrow. Our society is so focused on pleasing yourself, on being happy. But, you have every right to be where you are emotionally. Maybe the lesson your heart is whispering to you is to focus on what really matters right now. Maybe finding someone else who you can give to, to help them may bring you satisfaction, and eventually joy? Maybe sitting on a park bench and people watching or cloud watching is therapeutic and gets your mind off everything? Or finding joy in small sensual pleasures...like the caress of a breeze, the colors of fall, a candlelit bath? I\'m thinking of you.