LIVID - that is a great word to describe the way I am feeling right now about my husband. "This seperation is going to be good for Us in the long run" he says. The only thing that is coming out of it for me is pain, anger, and the realization that the entire essence of my husband is egotistical. I am such a fool for even being willing to wait around for him. Names that you all should call me from now on:
idiot, fool, dimwad, stupid girl, if you think of anything else that's it.
I believe that God can do anything, but am I supposed to allow myself to stay in the position that I will get walked all over and down upon. No, so I am cutting my husband out of my life. No more phone calls, no more spending the night, no more anything, until he decides that he is doing it because he wants a relationship with me.
I asked him if he values family and he said "Yes".
But what is it that he values about family? He could not answer that question. I told him that he doesn't value family, he values people. That is not family.
Ok, I better stop now because I am jsut so angry.
idiot, fool, dimwad, stupid girl, if you think of anything else that's it.
I believe that God can do anything, but am I supposed to allow myself to stay in the position that I will get walked all over and down upon. No, so I am cutting my husband out of my life. No more phone calls, no more spending the night, no more anything, until he decides that he is doing it because he wants a relationship with me.
I asked him if he values family and he said "Yes".
But what is it that he values about family? He could not answer that question. I told him that he doesn't value family, he values people. That is not family.
Ok, I better stop now because I am jsut so angry.
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Take some time for yourself and relax. Don\'t let him get you so worked up. I know it\'s hard, but we can\'t let them control us like that.
Anger is part of the process. Just go with it, and you will move into a new phase soon. I am with you about the waiting. God has a plan, and I try real hard not to get in His way, but it is so hard not to push...Be of good courage...Wait on the Lord...
Yeah for the anger! I have been reading your posts and you have been so sad and depressed I am glad to see you stick up for yourself. You deserve it.
I actually think cutting off the communication is good. I tended to put too much into it all, and just get hurt more. It was liberating for me after a while. I agree anger is OK, he deserves to have it pointed towards him. ~ Larry