Rosalie1990

Okay again I didn't speak to him. But I wouldn't put myself down for not doing so. Because there were so many guys around him yesterday that it was quite impossible to even talk to him.I was happy...

Even as I wrote this title, I had to doubt whether I truly was determined. My stomach is already full with butterflies, and I have hours till I actually have to go to Thursday's Young People's...

Well I've said this before, but I think it would really benifit for me to think he may not like me. (I know it sounds a bit crazy!) But if I do this I may be able to think of him as anormal person....

I am trying once more to look to the positive, but it is very hard. Because I still have to work out my job situation, but before I do that I have to completely finish my course work. (yeah I still...

Well my day has been quite tiring. I did sleep into nearly 10, but I was then dragged to the mall where I had to walk from one shop to the next. Just because Joanna was looking for a certain bag. One...

Well went to church, (which I found really boring today!) and I'm very angry with myself for not smiling or even looking at him! It is like my mind and body want to do two different things! Sometimes...

Well its Saturday here! And that means we're just going to head at out grocery shopping! (and I know this probably will sound weird, but I really love grocery shopping! I think its because I love to...

Well yesterday I didn't talk to him, because I froze again! But thanks to Lisa telling him, (when he saw my ice cream) that I made it, I got to hear him say that it was yum, in his opinion. ( and you...

I had a very good dream last night, and you know it wasn't so farfetched (its not like its actually happened in real life, but if you were me you would think it quite normal compared to my more mixed...

Frankly I don't know what to write here! But I feel I need to write anyway! Well I went on a run yesterday! And it was quite tiring, but it felt nice as well, because of the fresh air and all. I just...

Today I want to relax so I don't get all stressed and want to explode. If I am relaxed I don't get annoyed with people. And since I now have more time, I'm going to exercise more, and practice the...

I have been feeling quite bad today for how selfish I can act. I'm not the only one who has problems in the world, alot of people are more worse of than I am, my condition is quite minor compared to...

Yesterday I couldn't go on the computer, because the internet wasn't working. So I just did other stuff to fill in the time till I had to go out. I don't care to much about the guy think at the...

Yesterday I still couldn't say hi to him, but at the moment I'm not sure if he is the one. He is 6 ft or 6 ft 2, where I am only 5 ft 4. I must be the height of a dwarf in his eyes. And he is still...

Well today, I must say hi to him, for I am certain this time he shall be there. But now that I think about it, I cower at the thought of initiating it. Out of all the most scariest things in the...