Rosalie1990

It is not as if I do not know what I must do! I do. Truly I do! Its just being able to put it all into action, that is the hard part! And at the moment I do not have much time to socialize, because I...

I shan't ever marry. This I know for sure! I'm sure he finds me a burden! Something repulsive, and disgusting that he dear not go near to. He walks by me all the time! And not a word that he utters...

I'm just baking today! I would love to cook alot of things! But it is to risky when I have the blood demon. So I'll have to wait till next week, till I can go hardout with the cooking.I am so...

I'm just baking today! I would love to cook alot of things! But it is to risky when I have the blood demon. So I'll have to wait till next week, till I can go hardout with the cooking.I am so...

I have had, a horrible cold, (the third or fourth that I have had this year!) and I still have a bit of a cough and a blocked nose! But what is worse, is my blood demon came! And since I get very...

Okay, I'm going to sound totally obsessed! But I had a dream with him in it last night! And when I am near him, (even if it was in a dream, it made me happy!) I feel Wundervar!Although in the dream,...

Okay, I'm going to sound totally obsessed! But I had a dream with him in it last night! And when I am near him, (even if it was in a dream, it made me happy!) I feel Wundervar!Although in the dream,...

Today is our Sunday meeting, which truthfully I don't want to go today. (I haven't really felt this for a few years, with all the guys there and all, to keep me going!) Anyway, he said something...

Well yesterday was quite tedious, for I had just found out that I have to hand in some artwork very soon, and quite frankly I did not, and do not feel like painting in the least. But I went down to...

Well I wouldn't exactly call it sad, it was more of a disapointment. Its just the book I was looking forward to is not coming till next week or the week after! That really sucks! But whatever atleast...

Well today, not going out really, just catching up on course work (I really hate it!) and Baking I suppose, but not as much as I'll be doing tomorrow!And my older sister  Marie is coming over...

Well life is as normal as can be! yeah everything is the same! (not that I should expect anything to change!) And I'm not to worried about life staying so for the moment. But I do want it to change...

Well I really want to overcome my problem, so I'm looking into these books that are specifically on the topic of the painfully shy. I just don't want to feel like this forever! I just want...

Its Sunday today, and we have this get together of the Wellington and Lower Hutt churches. Where we have shared lunch. I did not feel like baking this time, I feel more like sleeping for 100 years!...

Well today we have another young peoples meeting. But frankly to tell the truth I don't really know if I want to go! I'm just sick of guys! And so don't want to see him! I can't talk to him, and...