No more!

I have been feeling quite bad today for how selfish I can act. I'm not the only one who has problems in the world, alot of people are more worse of than I am, my condition is quite minor compared to some.When watching this talk show with this girl who is anorexic I felt so sad, and angry at myself for thinking everyone else's life is better than mine. We are all human we all have our ups and downs, whether minor or major. I am not the only one! And my jealousy is just stupid. So what if some people may be good at something that I am not, I would hate it if everyone was good at the same thing as I am, because I would be forever competing with them to be the best. And it takes time for me to achieve my goals, (this I know from trying to achieve them!) but I am more determined to talk than ever! If just to stop being the awful person I have been.I have now decided to unlock all the entries I have locked, because I don't mind if I my sister reads them, (it may be a relief if she does!) I just wish to be more open in this way. I hope not to be jealous no more, at least not as much as I have been.