Rosalie1990

I'm so scared now, because I am so sure that when I am happy it is because I am away from the people in the world. And you know I don't need to try to socialize. But I need to get out, though I feel...

I'll be going to the pools, with my mum today. Just to have a break from work. Its not very interesting, but its something. The water will be cold, because its winter. But its an inside pool, so it...

After I got off the computer I, confronted mum about the Ipod cable, that had dissapeared into thin air. And she had not the slightest clue. We looked everywhere and it was nowhere to be found. I...

I don't want to say that I am going low. I want to say that I still feel content at the moment, But I am not so sure. If anything I will try not to go low. For no progress comes when I am in such a...

I'm feeling great today! I just came back from having a driving lesson with mum. It went well until I came home and almost went into a car! But I have better control this year than I did last year...

All day yesterday, I had to do my stupid art work! And I sill haven't finished! I seriously just feel like relaxing! I couldn't care less about my stupid course! But obviously I do, or I wouldn't be...

On Sunday, I really wanted to be very happy, inwardly and outwardly. And so at the meeting I was smiling and looking at as much people as I could. I looked at John a few times too, and at one time he...

Not long after I wrote yesterdays entry, I went for a 2 hour long walk. (I just felt like I needed to clear my head.) I didn't really feel better until I had only 20 minutes left before I reached...

It is not as if I do not know what I must do! I do. Truly I do! Its just being able to put it all into action, that is the hard part! And at the moment I do not have much time to socialize, because I...

I shan't ever marry. This I know for sure! I'm sure he finds me a burden! Something repulsive, and disgusting that he dear not go near to. He walks by me all the time! And not a word that he utters...

I'm just baking today! I would love to cook alot of things! But it is to risky when I have the blood demon. So I'll have to wait till next week, till I can go hardout with the cooking.I am so...

I'm just baking today! I would love to cook alot of things! But it is to risky when I have the blood demon. So I'll have to wait till next week, till I can go hardout with the cooking.I am so...

I have had, a horrible cold, (the third or fourth that I have had this year!) and I still have a bit of a cough and a blocked nose! But what is worse, is my blood demon came! And since I get very...

Okay, I'm going to sound totally obsessed! But I had a dream with him in it last night! And when I am near him, (even if it was in a dream, it made me happy!) I feel Wundervar!Although in the dream,...

Okay, I'm going to sound totally obsessed! But I had a dream with him in it last night! And when I am near him, (even if it was in a dream, it made me happy!) I feel Wundervar!Although in the dream,...