Rosalie1990

Well it hasn't been easy! Yesterday I even felt like dropping out! (Just llke I did at the start of the year!) The only thing that stopped me, was that I will be guaranteed a job after the course,...

I would like to always be in a state of calm, but of course that can not be. And my calm moments are now full with anxiety. I am so afraid! I don't want this course to be miserable, but I really...

Okay as I said yesterday my blood demon has arrived! And what I'm most concerned of is whether I'll be able to tidy my room! (usually I cannot do this sort of thing at this time of month, because its...

I hope no guys are reading this! Because they may not like hearing about a womens time of month! And hell I get painful ones, and have to take Nurofen and stuff!Anyhow can't exercise at this time!...

Okay I have to go to a course interview so I tried to go on here as early as possible. I hope the place is good!And when I go back I have to make the ice cream, go shopping and make more stuff! So...

Okay its winter over here, but we're going to the inside pools! (I am so thankful for spas at this time of year, otherwise I'd feel frozen.) And well I'm still getting over my cold, so the way I see...

Okay I could be starting a fashion course in a few weeks! So yeah I'm pretty excited! And well I'll be glad just to get away from the house. I feel like I have been stuck in my house for years! I...

Okay so now that my neck is almost working normally, my throat starts to hurt. You don't know how angry I am! So much so that I went down the super market and got a expensive thing to help me get...

I really shouldn't play the blame game, but I believe my neck was nearly better when I went to bed. And I would of left it as it was. Except I kept on hearing mum's voice in my head saying that if I...

Okay I wasn't on here for a few days, because our internet was stuffed up, so that sort of sucked, but I wasn't to down.I'm more annoyed at the moment that I pulled a muscle in my neck and now I...

Okay this could be the most stupidest or the most smartest thing that I have ever done. It began last Friday, I was looking up Social Phobia on the net and it came up with this site with people who...

Today we are going to the Movies to see the second Narnia movie. So yeah I'm in good spirits!We've got food also, so we don't get envious of the others when they're eating around us! (Ha!)Well I'm...

I am so afraid all the time! I just fear I shall never get what I want. And my anxiety shroulds me like a curse. So that no matter what I do I can never face the one fear that I wish to overcome.I...

I am so annoyed with who ever took the ball from the mouse! I have the use the f**ken keyboard to everything! I know I may have stayed on a long time yesterday, but I had a lot of things to do! (Man...

Today will most likely be full with baking, because tomorrow is our combined Sunday Meeting!(Its when Wellington and Lower Hutt meet together, have the meeting and then lunch together.)Well yeah I'll...