Rosalie1990

Well as you know, I sent him a message through Facebook, but he still has failed to go on. So I still haven't had a reply which makes me very anxious and on edge. Since I sent that message, it't...

Well, since I sent him that message I've been on edge ever since. Checking the computer every 12 or so hours to see if he's replied and finding the inbox empty.I've been so on edge that I've been...

I have done the deed, I've written to John!Now all I have to do is sit back and wait!

Have been feeling a bit down, but forced myself to go to course as well as forcing myself to speak to them! And I got myself out of my pitiful rut and actually felt happy!Which is how I am feeling at...

After another breakdown, more determined than ever to push myself to talk! though I will go back to reading my shyness book, so and do the steps slowly.One of my favourite quotes after all is: "Don't...

Sunday seemed such a nice day, then Monday came along and I just wanted to f**ken kill myself!You see my course is having work experience and with my Social Skills, its like I'm deliberately...

Nothing much. Except my mood changes about my course! But in the end I have to stick it out! Who knows I could be a great costume designer one day! (Now that would be cool!)Any who, continuing to...

It so cold here! And I'm just so wishing for Summer! But there's still a few months away till it comes! For now I am forced to suffer with it. How much I moan about it, I can't change the...

My course life has been a rather rocky road, having its ups and downs. But I'm trying to motivate myself to finish it.But I have to say I get the most joy out of going to the young people's meetings...

I went to the Young People's camp over the weekend, with my church. And I had a great time! We had many meetings with enjoyable messages and we sang such wonderful songs! And the best was I talked to...

It f**ken sucks! But its starting to seem more of a reality to me. I just f**ken hate me, I wish I could bloody push myself! But I can't do f**ken anything! I might as well just die! I almost wish I...

At Thursdays young peoples meeting, I think I caught the tummy bug from the twins, because I keep feel like wanting to vomit! (Which sucks!)But atleast one thing good has happened! I decided to tell...

Well I'm not getting any money at the moment so that sucks. But its really my own fault for not finishing my first course. I've now made them doubt, am I truly worthy of having another benefit after...

Okay so, not thinking of him so romantically may help, to some extent but I still can't really talk to him. On Sunday though I did try to catch his eye, but it wasn't easy I could only hold it for a...

I guess if I don't know what to say I shouldn't bother to write. And yet I still am. Well course is still up and down, but I'm trying to stick at it.My only problem, is I'm begining to get jealous of...