Rosalie1990

So I dropped out of my last course, ages ago, all the way back in April! And I'm now back to doing work from home. Which was great and all, after all the stress I had had at that course, but now I'm...

This year, I've changed from 3 courses in under 3 months. I dropped my first course in January, (the fashion one) because I just did not see myself doing it for the rest of my life. I dropped out of...

I am not worthy of love!

All I got to say is, yeah I'm not purrrrrrrrrrrrfect, but who cares I'm me aren't I? So what if I bear my soul abit to much more than I ought to, atleast everyone knows I'm honest and don't keep...

Well I had a rude awakening this morning! Literally! My father was mowing the lawn! At bloody 7:50 in the morning! I mean come on, I'm tring to have a sleep in here! Afterall I don't have to get up...

Well I know I've had my trouble with guys lately, but I believe my sister has truly gotten the short end of the stick.Okay, it started a few years ago, you see we go to the Universities to get more...

Okay, I was I guess rather overjoyed last night about him writing to me, so much so that I probably said a bit to much to him in the next letter, (not any confessions of love! just saying some facts...

Okay I've just, received a notifaction in my email that he has written, and I have logged in. But like the coward I am, I want to check my other messages and stuff first. I'm just so afraid of seeing...

Well as you know, I sent him a message through Facebook, but he still has failed to go on. So I still haven't had a reply which makes me very anxious and on edge. Since I sent that message, it't...

Well, since I sent him that message I've been on edge ever since. Checking the computer every 12 or so hours to see if he's replied and finding the inbox empty.I've been so on edge that I've been...

I have done the deed, I've written to John!Now all I have to do is sit back and wait!

Have been feeling a bit down, but forced myself to go to course as well as forcing myself to speak to them! And I got myself out of my pitiful rut and actually felt happy!Which is how I am feeling at...

After another breakdown, more determined than ever to push myself to talk! though I will go back to reading my shyness book, so and do the steps slowly.One of my favourite quotes after all is: "Don't...

Sunday seemed such a nice day, then Monday came along and I just wanted to f**ken kill myself!You see my course is having work experience and with my Social Skills, its like I'm deliberately...

Nothing much. Except my mood changes about my course! But in the end I have to stick it out! Who knows I could be a great costume designer one day! (Now that would be cool!)Any who, continuing to...