Rosalie1990

Today is our Sunday meeting, which truthfully I don't want to go today. (I haven't really felt this for a few years, with all the guys there and all, to keep me going!) Anyway, he said something...

Well yesterday was quite tedious, for I had just found out that I have to hand in some artwork very soon, and quite frankly I did not, and do not feel like painting in the least. But I went down to...

Well I wouldn't exactly call it sad, it was more of a disapointment. Its just the book I was looking forward to is not coming till next week or the week after! That really sucks! But whatever atleast...

Well today, not going out really, just catching up on course work (I really hate it!) and Baking I suppose, but not as much as I'll be doing tomorrow!And my older sister  Marie is coming over...

Well life is as normal as can be! yeah everything is the same! (not that I should expect anything to change!) And I'm not to worried about life staying so for the moment. But I do want it to change...

Well I really want to overcome my problem, so I'm looking into these books that are specifically on the topic of the painfully shy. I just don't want to feel like this forever! I just want...

Its Sunday today, and we have this get together of the Wellington and Lower Hutt churches. Where we have shared lunch. I did not feel like baking this time, I feel more like sleeping for 100 years!...

Well today we have another young peoples meeting. But frankly to tell the truth I don't really know if I want to go! I'm just sick of guys! And so don't want to see him! I can't talk to him, and...

Hi, Samuel is my older brother, and today is not really his birthday, but unfortunately it falls on Sunday, the same day mother's day is on! So instead of sharing his day with mum he decided to have...

Well its that time again! And I couldn't be happier! I really love cooking and baking for everyone, so yeah its really cool. Well except for the guys. Especially the guy I always talk about, he's the...

I am so afraid of it all, this talking to people! It really scares me, I wish alot that I was someone else, but in the end I know I would still be the same person in the end.You know it frustrates me...

Okay, trying to think positive, is such a hard thing for someone like myself to do, and I find it even more difficult to do with Jo my younger sister around. Its like I have to compete with her or...

Well went to church yesterday, (its Monday in NZ today) and yeah, of course he was there! But I just tried to keep my cool you know. But I still didn't expect him or I to speak to one another. The...

Ok I have my blood demon (my period!) and thats why I went whack! I have really painful periods and they really bring me down!But today I am set on trying my goal, now that I am in better spirits....

I do not know lately how I even bother to get out of bed. I am so afraid of being alone, that it is killing me! I want to talk to this guy so much, but my fear rules me! And I can't do anything about...