My Day so far!

Well my day has been quite tiring. I did sleep into nearly 10, but I was then dragged to the mall where I had to walk from one shop to the next. Just because Joanna was looking for a certain bag. One that happened to be in none of the stores we went to! So yeah I so wish I'd stayed home. It wasn't as if I was going shopping for me anyway!Well aside from that! I am more anxious about never talking to him, and how to survive in a working environment (I really don't handle work very well, what with being so shy and all!) but I'm more concerned about speaking to him! The annoying thing is that I know I can do it when he's not there. But when he's there, I freeze up! My sisters (though they don't know I like him, except Marie!) pretty much throw me the line by telling him I cooked something or painted something and he says such nice things when they tell him I did these things. And I so want to thank him but I go bright red and freeze, and frankly wish I were dead!I really want to see someone! Hopefully a psychologist because my mind is messed up!