Rosalie1990

In my church we read the ministry of Witness Lee and Watchman Nee, and alot of the songs in our song book are written by them. Alot of them are about trials and suffering, because to be a Christian...

Everyday is mostly the same to me. You wakeup, drag yourself out of bed and force yourself to do your work. (Though I am more inclined to procrastinate when faced with such tedious tasks as...

Well its Sunday, but I don't believe I shall accomplish what I wish to achieve. Because I think he may have gone away to this Christian camp thing. So I guess it will have to wait again.I'm starting...

Okay I was feeling so good yesterday, I spent most of the day just doing my work, but it was fine. And I was content to do so because I knew it had to be done. But later that evening my mood...

Well I didn't accomplish what I was going to do, not because I was afraid! No it was all because the person in question was not present. Sadly his mother is sick. So not he, his sisters nor...

Well the day has arrived, the day that could change everything. I could choose to blush and walk by him awkwardly or look him in the face smile and say Hi. It all depends on me. (I can't say I like...

Thinking positive is still quite hard for me, but it is starting to become more easier. But it is hard when I think about some of the goals I still have to achieve. (it does bring me down quite...

I'm so scared now, because I am so sure that when I am happy it is because I am away from the people in the world. And you know I don't need to try to socialize. But I need to get out, though I feel...

I'll be going to the pools, with my mum today. Just to have a break from work. Its not very interesting, but its something. The water will be cold, because its winter. But its an inside pool, so it...

After I got off the computer I, confronted mum about the Ipod cable, that had dissapeared into thin air. And she had not the slightest clue. We looked everywhere and it was nowhere to be found. I...

I don't want to say that I am going low. I want to say that I still feel content at the moment, But I am not so sure. If anything I will try not to go low. For no progress comes when I am in such a...

I'm feeling great today! I just came back from having a driving lesson with mum. It went well until I came home and almost went into a car! But I have better control this year than I did last year...

All day yesterday, I had to do my stupid art work! And I sill haven't finished! I seriously just feel like relaxing! I couldn't care less about my stupid course! But obviously I do, or I wouldn't be...

On Sunday, I really wanted to be very happy, inwardly and outwardly. And so at the meeting I was smiling and looking at as much people as I could. I looked at John a few times too, and at one time he...

Not long after I wrote yesterdays entry, I went for a 2 hour long walk. (I just felt like I needed to clear my head.) I didn't really feel better until I had only 20 minutes left before I reached...