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 Julie left early this morning, we had a good visit, not like it used to be but still good. Is anything like it used to be though, really wish i could turn back time. 2 1/2 days of school left, then...

 Julie came in yesterday, going pretty good, lots of silences but thats ok. My fooot is feeling a little better every day, still very bruised though. Don't know how much I'll be on with her here so...

 Thanks to all for the good wishes this weekend and hope everyone's weekend and coming week are good, it may taake me couple days to get caught up, please be patient with me.    I had a peaceful...

 I can't believe we are leaving to camp tomorrow and i don't have a thing done yet, and no desire to start. I am feeling a great pull to stay in bed last couple days, I have been getting up but...

 Stephen got his cast off, dr. wanted to leave it on couple more weeks, it's only been 4, but Stephen talked him into taking it off, he wants to be able to swim this weekend at camp, promises to...

 I did it, I survived being all alone for 3 hrs, I had thought i might go through some of Suzette's stuff and get some of her favorite knick-knacks for her hutch, but thought better of it all i need...

 First of all let me say thank you to everyone for your support and love, it was what got me to that grad.  I was surprised and hurt that the school was refusing to have any mention of Suzette, "it...

 Well tonight is graduation and i am dreading it, on top of that it is my hubby's sis's wedding anniversary so we will have all 4 of her kids for the night(my sis will watch them while we go to...

   Busy day yesterday, stephen to the psyc dr. at 9, both at counsler at 3, and day before Davids school called and said"we found a razor blade on him and he HAS been self mutilating, we need you...

 I am feeeling a little less angry now that Suzette's hutch has finally come in. I am taking pics as i fill it and posting on here for everyone to see. Still waiting to beat on the shed, raining...

 I made it through the weekend but am very angry. It started fri eve Suzette"s class ring arrived-finnally, it should have been ordered last year but she didn't tell us about it then, thought we...

 I went to visit Cassie(Suzette's best friend) and Aaron(Suzette's godson) yesterday, I haven't heard from her since i didn't react the way she expected when she told me she was preg. again, she has...

 well I made it through yesterday they didn't go as crazy with it as i was afraid, I am just not used to having things done for me. I am trying to stay positive for the weekend coming and may still...

May 5-my birthday what a sucky day, all i want to do is stay in bed. We have not celebrated my b-day for years, put it and mothers day together somewhere inbetween, can't remember the last cake i had...

well it's Sunday and it started with a arguement with David(more like fight), he is so angry, i think he is angry at Suzette, he has out of the blue several times said"the last time I saw her she...