I am feeeling a little less angry now that Suzette's hutch has finally come in. I am taking pics as i fill it and posting on here for everyone to see. Still waiting to beat on the shed, raining today so maybe hubby will have a short day and i can begin beating, if not soon we may not have any windows left in the house as that seems to be what i think about breaking the most. Still have so many emotions that other than angry i'm not sure what i feel. David has been coming into bed with us again the last couple nites, I can't help it i like having him close to hug all nite, I encourage him to go to bed in his own bed every nite but am glad when he does come in. He was doing better for a while then he had a nightmare nite before last and is wanting to sleep with us again. Hubby is very patient with me on this, even bought me a king size bed a while back so there was room for all 4 of us- at first they both slept with us, crowded in a full size. I still feel the need to have them both with us while i sleep but am trying to deal with them not. If i had my way niether one would ever leave my side again but that is unrealistic. hoping for a good day for everyone.