suziesmom

  I have so much to tell ya'll, I saw the psyc dr. on Wed. and was told i have unrealistic fears of my hubby and boys dying everytime they leave, bordering on delusional(sp?) and he is not there to...

 The 2 friends of Suzette's i have been wanting to talk to together(girl in Acc with her and best guy pal) to try to sort things out(was she preg., why was she driving .....) the ones that i will...

  Hey all, I'm doing ok and finally got a day off, I am so sore nd tired. Have been having com. trouble too, not sure all worked out so won't be on long, wanted everyone to know i was still here and...

 Hey all, just want to say thanks for all the support and i luv you all lots. I am sorry i have not been on, was in a real bad funk, real bad thoughts, just pllain tired of it all and thinking of...

 Have been in a funk lately and can't climb out, don't even know for sure what i feel. lost i guess. Being home alone everyday with all the memories is hard. I went to work with hubby on mon. it was...

  Been a busy week last week, getting boys ready for school, getty things ready for balloon release, and trying to get "last week of fun before school starts".  I finally saw a counsler fri., she...

Candle is lit in Arkansas for all our angels.   Welll they canceled my counsling again and scheduled me with someone else on next Fri, have pretty much decided if this one cancels someone is trying...

 Suzette's b-day is 18th of this mo., the same day school starts too. I want to da a balloon release but can't seem to wrap my brain around this enough get any plans started, I feel like planning a...

  Been busy trying to get some closets ect... cleaned out, hubby was off early Fri. til this am. It's nice having him sober(yes he still is) we get a lot more done, still have more to do. School is...

  In the spirit of sharing our children, I will share with you how Suzette as an infant taught me to be grateful for what i have as there is always someone out there worse off. When she was born I...

  Been a tough day today, I can't believe it's been 6 mo. since i held, hugged ....her. i miss her. my counsler called in again today so i need to reschedule that, not sure if that was a good or bad...

  Here it is Monday again, and i swear the in-laws never cease to amaze me. This family knows everything about everyone in it, so they all know how crazy i've been feeling and overwhelmed ect.......

 THANKS TO YOU ALL, YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!!   Hubby come home for the nite last nite and one of first things he says to me is "i have some bad news" I said "don't tell me now" he says"it's not...

 Well I went to dr. this am ready for battle, just look at me wrong doc, even had boys wait outside so they wouldn't hear me go off. So I'm in the room waiting and she walks in-pregnant, ok probably...

 I started a long boo hoo poor me journal, have been feeling shut down lately, but realized i'm out of prozac and that is probably where most of this is coming from, have to go see dr. tomorrow am...