suziesmom

It's like a cycle, I have a few good days, then i crash, crying for a whole day then shaking the next, then a few good days. I don't know if i am pushing things down too much, then i just overload or...

It's May 1st. I hate May. My b-day, and my mom's angel day, and don't forget Mothers day(which was the last day my mom was home before going to the hosp. the last time and passing a wk later in...

I thought today i would share a poem one of Suzette's friends left on her myspace.     You were so full of life Always smilingand carefree.Life loved you being a part of it,And i loved you being...

Let me start by saying i spent 2 hours yesterday pouring my heart out in a journal and some how lost it-urg!! I decided to wait and start over today. i am feeling pretty good that i was left home...

Surgery went well, no problems at all so far (some pain of course), and David made it riding the bus for the first time alone, a good day. I think between the prozac and the sinus pills i am pretty...

I have a sinus cold and have been taking med and feel little spacy today but it's kinda nice to have my brain blurred for a change. Stephen's surgery is tomorrow and even though dr says its very...

Well i thougth Thur. was a free day, Stephen went to uroligist yesterday and has to have surgery on Thur. am. His peehole is too small and they have to cut it bigger, but he will be out when they do...

This is a busy week, today Stephen has to be at the uroligists(he has small skin growth over part of peehole), don't know if they will stretch it, cut it or have us come back. Tommorrow I have to...

well i wrote yesterday that i let my 15 yr old(Stephen) stay with a friend for the first time since this happened. He called at 3:30 he made it there from school, 5:00 going out for supper, 6:45 back...

Oh boy...I am letting my oldest boy(15) stay the nite with a friend tonight , the first i have let him out of my site (except school) since this happened. I can't even let them ride in a car with...

Well today is Thur. and it has been an awful 2 days, I went to bed tues. nite with a headache and woke up through the night SICK thought i had the flu hubby made me go to dr.(1st time since this...

I woke up today feeling ok i thought it would be a bad morning. Suzette's best friend Cassie came over last night with her hubby and baby(Aaron-Suzette's godson), Cassie has been here every step of...

today is a better day, it's always easier during school cause she wasn't home then anyway. I have to think of how lucky i am, I have my sister living here with her family-they had planned to move...

  It was prom last night and Suzette's friend that was in the accident with her(Danielle) came out to show me her prom dress today, it was so hard.  She had planned to come out last night but had a...

  hi i am new to this but need a place to freely express my feeling without worrying about being strong for everyone else. I am 38 years old wih a great husband and 3 kids-Suzette 18 yrs old ...