Julie left early this morning, we had a good visit, not like it used to be but still good. Is anything like it used to be though, really wish i could turn back time. 2 1/2 days of school left, then summer break, i have no idea what we will do this summer, I just don't like to go anywhere any more and i doubt the boys will want to stay home, well i guess it'll just be me and David most of summer since Stephen will be at collage for 5 weeks, dreading that already too June 14 is when we have to take him there, they say we can go visit every Sun. but with gas prices the way they are i don't see being able to go everyweek. I guess it's like hubby says, i think too much to soon about what might happen, oh well. I don't know what i am thinking or feeling any more, don't know if it's the Prozac or what but i just numbly go through each day, doing what needs done til i can go back to bed.    wishing all a good day.