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  Here it is Monday again, and i swear the in-laws never cease to amaze me. This family knows everything about everyone in it, so they all know how crazy i've been feeling and overwhelmed ect.......

 THANKS TO YOU ALL, YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!!   Hubby come home for the nite last nite and one of first things he says to me is "i have some bad news" I said "don't tell me now" he says"it's not...

 Well I went to dr. this am ready for battle, just look at me wrong doc, even had boys wait outside so they wouldn't hear me go off. So I'm in the room waiting and she walks in-pregnant, ok probably...

 I started a long boo hoo poor me journal, have been feeling shut down lately, but realized i'm out of prozac and that is probably where most of this is coming from, have to go see dr. tomorrow am...

  This is our Coatimundi, Streeker. We got her about 9 mo. ago, she was 3 1/2 then they live to 15. Her last owner couldn't keep her so she was me and Suzette's project, we shared the love of small...

 getting ready to go get Stephen!!!, will be an all day thing with awards banquet. Hubby been off work alll week so it's been running and chores-yee haa-so behind on journals, hugs...be patient with...

  I think i am denying again, Every am and pm as i turn her hutch light on and off, I carress her urn, look at her pic and tell her good am or good pm, luv ya, miss ya .......  yet lately my mind...

 Busy day today and don't feel like writing so thought i'd share this joke.   Something to look forward to in your golden years!!...    IF MY BODY WERE A CAR... If my body were a car, this is...

 Just here today, so much to do and no energy to do it. Need to get moving and do something to at least try to speed the day up. Stephen will be home next fri, need to get his room ready, him and...

 JUst a short note, and want to wish everyone a good weekend. I didn't even realize it was Fri til just a little bit ago-duh, so didn't get a hug to everyone. Got a hair(so to speak) up my butt and...

Thank you all for your support. I am still so lost feeling right now, I keep telling myself no big decisions for at least a year, I have moved back into our bed(thank goodness for new BIG bed) as...

 First of all let me say thanks for all the care over the weekend and i am sorry again for not being on here.   I am still not feeling up to a long story but will try to give a short version. My...

  Am not doing good, can't even begin to describe it.  Have moved out of bedroom into spareroom, Its a LONG story i don't feel up to sharing now and i am ok, no physical stuff or anything like...

 well, here it is Mon. am, another week to get thru, yes i said week not day-yea me-, days are still hard but am trying to expand to weeks. Why is it so hard for my daily brain to acknowledge she is...

 I finally heard from Stephen, today at 12:15, he had till 1pm then i was calling the emergency line and have them track him down, didn't know if he lost his phone and was afraid to tell us or what,...