Busy day yesterday, stephen to the psyc dr. at 9, both at counsler at 3, and day before Davids school called and said"we found a razor blade on him and he HAS been self mutilating, we need you here as soon as you can"-HUH,i freaked! called hubby, called counsler, while shaking all the way to town, get there and he had been whittling and stuck blade in pocket(he does that), and his "cuts" were where the iguana scratched him when we took the family pic i posted on here. RELIEF!!!    Apparently dr. discussed things with Stephen yesterday that confused him cause counsler wants him back tomorrow to exp;ain better. My dr. thinks i should go to the counsler too, to get "the help i need" That is not what i feel I need, how can seeing someone once every couple weeks help when things change daily and sometimes hourly, I don't know the words to describe how i feel don't know if there are words for it. Been feeling down again, dr. did up the prozac so we'll see. Hoping everyone is having better day. luv ya all