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- My parents divorced when I was 10. Holidays and family traditions of any kind pretty much went up in smoke. In the past 20 years I've spent holidays alone more often than not. I have friends but it's just not the same. My family of origin simply...
- My family pretty much dissolved after my parents divorce when I was 10. My mom said that everyone should just go their own ways and that family was overrated. My dad pretty much said the same thing. Neither parents wanted us but we ended up with my...
- I got laid off a little over 2 months ago after the business I worked for closed down. I lost my place and had to move in with my mom. I'm grateful I'm not homeless but this living situation is really difficult. When I was a kid my mom said she...
- That thought keeps plaguing me. The abuse I experienced growing up is probably the main reason. My mom told me she wished I were never born. About 2 months ago she called me a bastard. About two years ago my dad told me he was 'going to f'n kill me...
- I am tired of fighting for scraps and worrying about every single penny I spend. The mainstream media says the economy is doing better, housing prices are up, and the stock market is over 14,000. Well, none of that means squat to me because I don't...
- I've been to a lot of places, including living and working in foreign countries. I've never seen the amount of miserable people in those places that I see here in the states. Google 'anxiety epidemic' and see what pops up. Pretty interesting stuff....
- Mental health issues have completely derailed my life. I beat myself up daily over this. Constant guilt, shame, anxiety, and dread. It's the worst in the mornings. I can hardly even write this because my anxiety is so bad. I guess I have to get it...
- The bottom line is that I have no self worth. My choices in relationships have reflected that fact. I've been manipulated and treated like total crap because of it. It really hurts to discover that people who we thought cared about really don't care...
- I've been sidelined from work mainly due to health problems. I have a horrible case of insomnia. I've spent thousands of dollars I don't have trying to get help to no avail. I have this weird sensation in my right leg that keeps me up. I didn't get...
- Two different psychiatrists, both this month, told me that my case was just too extreme for them and they would rather not bother. I guess that's their perogative. I broke bown in front of both of them and told them I was suicidal. They basically...
- Hey everyone. My depression, anxiety, and loneliness levels are off the charts tonight. My familly is super toxic and pretty much nobody talks to anyone else anymore. I have spent more holidays alone than not over my lifetime. It didnt used to...
- My chest is killing me, my appetite is non existent, and I feel horrible feelings of dread, guilt, and shame. The guilt I feel is because I am unemployed and feel totally useless. I am living with a toxic relative in an environment full of triggers....
- Sunday nights are always rough for me. I am all alone in a dark, dingy room that reeks of cat poop and cigarette smoke. I'm unemployed at the moment so it's either this or homelessness. My life reminds me of that song Ball and Chain by Social...
- I am dealing with lots of suicidal thoughts. I know it's just the depression talking but I do feel really trapped and hopeless in my situation. The loneliness is killing me but paradoxically I don't really want to be around people. My anxiety is...
- I am beyond despair right now. I am out of work and staying with my mom. My entire family is super toxic and she is the only one I talk to at all. The rest of my family is totally fragmented. I have tried to maintain contact but it's all a totally...