out of place

I wrote a long journal but ds erased it earlier. I do feel out of place like I dont belong. There isnt anything for me to belong too. Yes I pray, I know I belong to Jesus. My boys are all grown. They dont really need me as much. They come and go. My husband is self sufficient and really dosnt need me, dosnt show it. He dosnt take me anywhere. We never go together to movies  or dinner. My husband still thinks we need to cook the guys dinner, they are 26, 23, and 20. I just want to be treated like his wife, like he is proud to be with me.I can even get him to go for a walk around the block with me. He is