I couldnt go out today, without someone with me. I tried to go but got a mile away an turned around crying came back home. My son came home in time to find me crying in the driveway. I was gonna go to my moms but just left her a messsage saying I couldnt come. No one really understands how bad this is an any med I try really dosnt work well, most meds give me bad side effects. Dont know how to live with this!