cant do it alone
I need to know if I am a pest here. I dont know if I have jioned the right groups, or if i should let this place go. I seem to be a bother to even my husband. I dont know! Can I every really feel better. Even my prayer life is dry. I went to store an wanted to yell at the clerk that gave me a hard time before. I just want to scream or hurt myself agian. Ugh,
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You are not a pest here. You are a valuable member of the DS community. Keep posting and reaching out for help!
I have been trying for 2 hours. I even cut myself agian, which I didnt for a long time. My husband said f those doctors. He said they dont know me. Then he says \"thats just the way u r\"! Meaning me being manic angery depressed. But i am not like that all the time. I started the day singing Christmas songs . Oh damit, my vapor cig died! Thats how it gets with me.
I started to just get to know someone here, an now I dont think she wants to be my friend. I try, i do. But inside. ...
Please don\'t hurt yourself. It won\'t make anything better. How do you know if she wants to be your friend or not? Regardless, you have a friend in me.
We are on mesenger. Been talking but, idk.she has simular things like me., yep, did the stupid thing. Regret setting in. Its been months too. Anger fustration, loneliness, my diet. Tired of soup an rice crackers an salad.
You are in the right place. Our sicknesses are very complex. If it will make you feel better join more groups in DS. We are here to help. The real helpers on here don\'t pass judgement on others. Watch your friends list and comments. That might have gave you the idea you don\'t belong. Push on with me.
Prayers of peace in your direction.
Thank you, i have joined so many groups already. My arthritis is bad too. Ugh! Iam lonely, my husband goes to bed early. He wakes up early. So many different feelings today. My one son is home, but reading. My other2 out. I like talking to a vioce. . I am trying to loose weight, not smoke cigs. Bipolar...
Oh Angie, i hate to see you so down and depressed. I have also joined many groups on here, you are NEVER a pest, please don\'t think that way. This si a place to try to start healing. I talk to myself all the time, as son is ussually in his room on computer. Please don\'t give up on the site, it has helped me alot over the year\'s. I love to journal also daiy, and i belong to lot\'s of groups also. Some of them are old and don\'t have much action anymore. Did you have a bad experiance on one of the group\'s? Don\'t ever think you are a bother. I am here most day\'s if you would like to talk or just vent, i am a very good listener and i do no ever judge as i would not want to be judged. Sorry you are going threw all this, Do you have a doc or Phyciatrist or theripist you can talk to? This DS has really helped me, and trying to qiut smoking i think is so hard, you are strong for even taking that one on. I don\'t have that kind of strength.
You have never been a bother. Wish i could take all your pain away, so i will just send you some love instead xoxo
Do u do messenger. I sometimes like that better . Meessage me: 5863721726 only if u want . I like to help. Just that i cut yesterday. Bad day.
Anyone can reach me or txt me, that i know other wise i wont speek to u, or block. I love to have friends an need people around. I am kinda needy, an need love. I know my family loves me. They just get tired of my bipolar, an at times dont know what to expect. I am sorry if i hurt anyone please, ....
I\'m here could never be a pest I never thought that I thought I really really like you immediately we have a lot in common and say this is a lot of people here for you very supportive of each other I\'m here if you need me to all whole whole whole bunch of love , wish you were here and I could give you a big hug I\'m sending you hugs and I hope you can feel them from your friend Shirley
*hugs* I\'m glad I talked to you last night. You helped me a lot and I\'m glad i talked to you. You are not a burden, you are a joy. SI is bad... call me when you feel like cutting-I understand. *hugs*
Its been 4 month sence i cut, then bam! I am my worst enemy.