sakuraowl

I am just so angry the days go by I get more angry, i almost feel like I hate my stbx. the fact that I know he is being nice to me to basically get what he can ( a place to stay for now) just urks me...

ugh, this in house seperation is getting harder for me by the minute , my stbx is such a heartless bastard. Excuse the language but he is just being a total arrogant jerk. He still maintains his...

its really weird coming home everyday and  seeing my husband who is cooking for me and watching tv  and making conversations with me at times... When we are in the middle of a divorce . It's...

i am making a strong effort to be nice, I already understand things are coming to an end and the roller coaster ride isn't going too fast but it still moves and so does my temper, I know If I don't...

the divorce decree is signed both my husband and me signed it , a great relief to me that he signed it uncontested, I hope that it stays this way . Looks like a few more months and it will be...

so we got the final divorce decree to review and we are going in tomorrow to sign it, it was a huge relief for me but a few minutes later the weight of everything fell upon me. I wanted to cry, so...

this has been so hard on me but the anger I have now that I wanted is here with a vengeance. Last night my husband got a text from a coworker (girl) and it seemed way too friendly and even though I...

I think back to the first 3 weeks of all this , when my husband told me he wanted to divorce, I almost couldn't move for a week, I couldn't eat for a week , thought I was dying and I felt like I was....

it didn't really work out , maybe just for a little while I guess, I'm  still hurting but I do notice anger is finally creeping in. It's so confusing, sometimes I am determined to move on . Other...

went to the lawyer today , they emailed us both about what other I fo they needed before they proceed with the paperwork. They said they would email he final paperwork for us to review and if...

just when I think I have accepted things it just hits me over again, I'll be alone, he doesn't care, just my son and I , I know it's happening I accept the divorce but still struggling when I think...

My mind is just going , i started to wonder if he has another women, i know it really doesnt matter since we are divorcing but it makes me angry and sad. Im not brining thoughts like this up but i am...

My husband texted me saying he thinks if us when he hears this song tpad the wet sprocket "somethings always wrong" told me to listen to it . Why? Does he want me to relate a song to this divorce he...

i was turning into McDonald's with my mind full and tears and I didn't judge the turn well and crunched my front bumper onto the edge of some concrete. No damage to the concrete but lost a piece of...