Hurt and relief

so we got the final divorce decree to review and we are going in tomorrow to sign it, it was a huge relief for me but a few minutes later the weight of everything fell upon me. I wanted to cry, so quickly our marriage has abruptly got to signing divorce papers , 5 weeks since he told me he wanted to leave and do his own thing. I guess the heartlessness to my pain hurts the most. Like he doesn't even care . I don't ask him to care of course. But it still hurts. Once signed it takes a while I'm sure for the courts here to do their thing . My heart feels like it's breaking again. It's hard. I don't feel as hopeless as I did when this started but I am really sad and relieved at the same time , I hope after tomorrow it's just a matter of time until the divorce courts finalize it. I don't know how long that will take. I hope it goes smoothly and the courts don't need anything else. So far it's still uncontested and that is still extremely important to me . Not sure how I am going to move forward once everything is done since getting the divorce was my entire focus. I know it isn't done yet but I feel lost again.