Confused

just when I think I have accepted things it just hits me over again, I'll be alone, he doesn't care, just my son and I , I know it's happening I accept the divorce but still struggling when I think of my future I can't see it. I see sadness, loneliness, emptiness, he says he will be there for my son but yet he saus he wants to move away .... I'll be a single parent of a boy who will soon be a teenager... I'll work, go home work go home and try to raise my son, I don't see anything else. I feel angry now, and depression. My life is so lifeLess, with my husband I had a purpous , everythi g I did was for our family , I work go home work go home pay bills but it was for something, yes it will be for my son and I after but I feel empty . My husband was my life. What do I do now ? I don't want to stay married to him at this point but it seems like a terrible future for me. He doesn't care , it hurts me bad. I will have no one . I don't have family at all. I have coworkers. I try to accept my fate but my fate and future is not good. I will do my best to be a good mom to my son, but for me there is nothing it seems. Just an empty lonely Life doing what needs to be done. i try not to think about the future but it's there waiting for me. 

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kenjb47
kenjb47

I could completely use your story as my own, adding some other details like I have an autoimmune disease that has left me unable to work, chronic cluster headaches. I felt like sh** before I caught my wife cheating. I am dedicating my life to my children and improving myself to prove to ME that I am better than she ever thought. Do not get caught up on worrying about things that probably won\'t happen anyhow. One day at a time buddy, keep it simple and don\'t let anyone waste your days with your son now, you can\'t get them back!