Moving along
went to the lawyer today , they emailed us both about what other I fo they needed before they proceed with the paperwork. They said they would email he final paperwork for us to review and if everything is right , we sign and they file it with the court system.
I was very relieved at first that it was moving alog , but then the sadness hit me. I hate the sadness, I wish it would just go away! I'm waiting patiently for the divorce to go through, but the focus on the divorce was pushing me through when it comes to an end I will have to focus on the really painful stuff, talking to him about moving out, the reality of living with just my son and i , just a lonely scared feeling . I am trying to fight it but it lingers like a curse. I knew this was coming closer , I accept the divorce , he does not want me . And I don't want to be with someone who feels so cold toward me . So why can't I stop hurting. Still focusing on getting through this divorce , just feel lost.
I was very relieved at first that it was moving alog , but then the sadness hit me. I hate the sadness, I wish it would just go away! I'm waiting patiently for the divorce to go through, but the focus on the divorce was pushing me through when it comes to an end I will have to focus on the really painful stuff, talking to him about moving out, the reality of living with just my son and i , just a lonely scared feeling . I am trying to fight it but it lingers like a curse. I knew this was coming closer , I accept the divorce , he does not want me . And I don't want to be with someone who feels so cold toward me . So why can't I stop hurting. Still focusing on getting through this divorce , just feel lost.
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I think that this is so new for you that you are bound to feel sad still at times. Don\'t beat yourself up about it. Let yourself feel bad when you need to so that the sad and/or bad feelings will come less and less. Stay the beautiful, strong person you are and your son will see your strength.