Feels like a bad dream

its really weird coming home everyday and  seeing my husband who is cooking for me and watching tv  and making conversations with me at times... When we are in the middle of a divorce . It's bizarre . my anger has subsided for now and I'm just living day to day going to work , coming home just like any other time but my husband is leaving me . I might be accepting all of this a bit more then I did before. Keeping the peace has become easier , not so much that I have forgotten his cruelty and not that I think he wants to work things out and not that I would ever want to work things out with someone who hurt me so much. I want the divorce , I want to move on and feel peace. There are other problems that i will have to face alone ( my eldest son who doesn't live here but really gives me a hard time) it is very scary . I will have to handle my eldest alone since my husband is not his father. Ugh, just so many things to think about . Anyway it is just strange and surreal . Frightening , weird, empty .. just waiting on this divorce to continue to move forward. I need not think too much.