My mind is messing with me
My mind is just going , i started to wonder if he has another women, i know it really doesnt matter since we are divorcing but it makes me angry and sad. Im not brining thoughts like this up but i am having these thoughts and they are not helping. Ive read most of the time when there is a mid life crisis , there is another women is involved usually giving the man the confidence to leave his wife. Just makes me wonder but wondering isnt helping . Sigh... I asked him at the beggining of this he said no , and i never asked again. Somewhere in me i dont think so but with all i read online it is just bugging me now.
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In the end it really doesn\'t matter. I know my stbx cheated on me and wondering when I really lost her has torn me to pieces. I know deep down it was only a matter of time till this behavior reared its ugly head and nothing I could have said or done would have reversed her behavior.. I was expendable to her and I couldn\'t provide the \"more\" she was looking for. Do not beat yourself up ant worse than he has already done. I am trying to forgive the trespasses and move on with my life,Mars as it may be.
Thank you kenjb47 , im not mentioning these thoughts to my husband at all . You are right , it doesnt matter i know this too but the mind gets you sometimes. Thanks for brining me back to earth.