Today
Was OK. I went to group this morning but I was so exhausted that I don't remember it. I was also starving all day long, well, until now, now I feel bloated and constipated and really full. But during the meeting, I realized I had a nutritionist appt and I had no time for lunch. Should I just starve, or what? No, i fought ED and left the meeting early and drove all the way home to eat my meal planned lunch, then I went to the nutritionist appt. All she talked about was IP care because she does not know what to do with me and not gaining weight. Also I am just so exhausted I was surprised I could drive. Then I went to the movies with my husband. We got into a fight about NOTHING> right before th emovie started. I dont remember the movie, because I was so lighthead and tired. After the movie I told him I was hungry and he was mad, but I was feeling like I was going to collaspe. So we went to subway and I alte a chicken salad and some apple. I still felt like crap and I realized it was from lack of carbs. So I ate a low cal english muffin, and a serving of all bran cereal. Now I feel so much better, just full. I realized I don't like the feeling of complete exhaustion, so tomorrow I really do plan on following my correct meal plan, all the way through.
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