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- So just as I feared, somehow my ex got the vibe I was finally feeling better. I was away from my phone the first time all week and when I got back, I saw he tried to reach me a couple times on a messaging app that I never thought to block him on....
- I always knew that my ex had dabbled with synthetic marijuana when we were together, but I thought he was respectful about it. He knew I struggled in the past with an ex that would smoke weed until he was too lazy to get much of anything important...
- Those of you that have caught my posts since I joined DS, maybe you could tell I've been a total bummer. I've been extremely depressed ever since all the emotions hit me at the end of my relationship. Lots of stuff fell apart in my life after I...
- Knowing what I know now, I'm bitter. I'm feeling better, but I'm not nearly as happy-go-lucky as I used to be and I find myself less attached to people. But I'd like to like people again. I know I can be okay with people again... But I miss the old...
- I've both read about and experienced the kind of Crazy Making where a significant other has acted all pissy, sometimes even going as far as to make it clear I had done something wrong, but refuses to answer what. Is that all it is, a part of Crazy...
- I gave my last ex more emotionally than I've given anyone before him. I may not be perfect but I strongly believe that I was an amazing girlfriend and fiance, and I think I'm as amazing as they come for anyone whose personality clicks with mine. Yet...
- I don't know why, though I'm sure a lot of it has to do with the season and I've been consumed with guilt for a couple weeks. The day before Thanksgiving was the one year mark of my ex moving out, and even though that wasn't the official final end...
- I don't mean if the abuse you have experienced/are experiencing is real, but rather have you ever wondered if emotional abuse in general isn't actually a thing and we're just a bunch of scorned whiners?Something inside me tells me it's real, and I...
- I don't want today to suck, but I'm fully prepared that it may. Today is the one year mark of when I could first clearly see that my relationship had crossed that point of no return. I'm still not over it. I still catch myself bargaining that I...
- I was enjoying the thread about gaslighting, and felt the urge to search the web for more examples that were... Entertaining. For lack of a better word. I accidentally found myself at a site where psychopaths posted about themselves. I got sucked in...
- Not sure if this specifically has been posted before. Just a little reminder to those that have been through it but still question if they REALLY...
- So I see on here sometimes a few posters mentioning they were abused by family members when they were young. I am so certain I wasn't, but then I realize that none of my living siblings have ever married and neither are in healthy committed...
- "I'd have done *anything* for you! A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G! Why'd you have to be such a jerk face? Your problems are not my problem!"There, I finally said it. What a dummy he was.Whew, that feels better.
- I know this is a bit silly, but I've thought of it before and it just happened to come up today. I thought it might be interesting and I was curious if anyone else has any experiences that resemble this.When my ex moved in with me and we were still...
- Reading here about what another member's ex is putting her through has given me some much-needed perspective.I left my ex the last time because he became worse than what he was, and he claimed he was treating me worse for being what he knew I'd...