Jaydee28
Status: I know you are in heaven and I'm happy you are safe and in good hands.
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So I was planning on never coming back on DS and I think I still stand by my decision. But I thought maybe I'll explain why because after all the love I've been given through this site I wanted to...
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I haven't logged on in so long. I feel bad for it but I just couldn't. I just couldn't read anymore BFP's. I honestly naively thought I'd be off this roller coaster by now. I didn't think I'd be...
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So its official, IVF #2 failed. I kind of expected it right from transfer day. I kind of expected that it might not work from the very start but I was gunning for some frozen embies to get me...
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AF was due to arrive today and just like clockwork I woke up to some spotting on wipe. 2 hours later, more spotting, a lot more. Now, I'm lying foetal on the couch crying my eyes out waiting for...
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I am so so so so scared this isn't going to work. I was doing so well, but today I feel so anxious. I've only got 4 more days to go but the less the days are ahead the more panicky I feel. I want to...
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So my little embie is in, none of embies were good enough to freeze so I'm a little bummed out about it. Really bummed out about it actually. I remember once reading a journal entry of one of our IF...
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I know I don't really write that much anymore. I think I'm just so busy at work which really distracts me from the everyday infertility grind, also I feel a lot stronger this time around. A part of...
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Only my husband could make something as cold and clinical as IVF as romantic as ever.. My husband and I were in the car on the way home from work and he shared a thought with me which I initially...
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Tomorrow 1st of July is the start of my new cycle. I’m a bit worried, like really worried.I haven’t been following my endometriosis friendly diet and I’ve been drinking alcohol the last few...
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Just a quick update. 1) MC tests came back. I have highly active Natural Killer Cells, in theory those over active cells could be killing the embryo which is why I might have MC'd. 2) I also tested...
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As much as I wish I was going to start a new cycle soon. I really don't know when I can. I really thought that after my D&C I would get right back on that horse but the tests that we are going...
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Lots of happenings here. Congratulations to all the new pregnant women. I pray for a safe and full term pregnancy for all of you. Being away from the real world and the online world and taking a...
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I know I haven't logged on in awhile. I just couldn't do it. I wanted to provide support to other women here, and hopefully gain some in return but I couldn't do that either. I've just spent the most...
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I had my D&C yesterday where they vacuumed the remains of my baby. I was feeling really nervous about it. Emotionally though, I didn't really feel much of anything. Just void. That is until they...
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That's what my doc said to me, amidst me zoning out on him after the ultrasound. That even though this time it didn't work out, when I feel better to try and see things from a long term point of...
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