Just like clockwork

AF was due to arrive today and just like clockwork I woke up to some spotting on wipe. 2 hours later, more spotting, a lot more. 
Now,  I'm lying foetal on the couch crying my eyes out waiting for the full flow to welcome me. Fuck AF,  fuck fuck fuck her! 

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Stilwaitingforbaby
Stilwaitingforbaby

I\'m praying for you. I\'m so sorry. Maybe it\'s just spotting. I\'ve heard of women spotting and still being pregnant.
kDeezy
kDeezy

Ohhhhhh honey it\'s not over til it\'s over. I\'m praying so so so so hard that it\'s just your little one getting comfy. I\'m here if you need me xoxoxo
MaryNOVA
MaryNOVA

I\'m sorry you\'re going through this, but you\'re going to be ok and you will get your miracle.
MRSstrong
MRSstrong

It\'s not over yet! I\'m rooting for you and hoping that you are totally wrong. Lots of love, my friend!
hineschica
hineschica

Spotting? Implantation bleeding? Something from the cream applicator? I\'m praying for the best *HUGS*
Jaydee28
Jaydee28

Seems to be getting worse as the day goes on, heavier, more frequent, still dark brown and still waiting for a bright red flow but I\'m pretty much resigned to the fact this cycle failed. I\'m devastated.
123Abbey
123Abbey

No!! I am so sorry.
Jaydee28
Jaydee28

Blood has turned bright red, it\'s all over girls. And I can\'t keep feeling like it\'s all my fault... But that\'s for another journal entry, I suppose.
kDeezy
kDeezy

It\'s not your fault love. This just wasn\'t the embie that was destined to be your baby. I\'m so so so sorry, I know how bad this hurts. Take your time and grieve and drink too much wine and eat too much chocolate, but then it\'s time to take a deep breath and start again. You are so much stronger than you\'ll ever give yourself credit for.
bgs4444
bgs4444

it is not your fault. none of this is your fault. I am so so very sorry.
deleted_user
deleted_user

It\'s absolutely not your fault- I like what kdeezy said- this just want the one. I\'m so sorry you have to go through this- no one deserves this. You are so strong and will see the light soon sweetie.
MRSstrong
MRSstrong

I\'m so sorry! It is not your fault at all. I hope that you are doing OK. I\'m thinking of you.
hineschica
hineschica

I\'m so, so sorry ... But don\'t you dare blame yourself. You\'re a strong woman, and your day and your baby will come.